I don’t want to eat. I want, more than anything, to not eat. But somehow, I always end up eating. And eating too much.
My stomach isn’t flat enough. My hip bones don’t stick out enough. My thighs aren’t small enough. My ribs aren’t visible enough. My collar bone doesn’t protrude enough. My arms aren’t thin enough. I’m scared I’ll never be “enough.”
i’m sorry i’ve not been on tumblr for ages, my laptop is broken, still trying to fix it, sorry again
I wanted to go back to school skinny, that’s not going to happen. So instead, people can watch me lose weight, they can see me disappear before their eyes.
29628) I really truly disgust myself. I stopped being able to look at myself without cringing forever ago.
